a moment of misery

I was scanning through my email and my eye caught the message with his name as recipient. it was an old mail and it was already read but i stil opened it. i can't stop but feel so down. the message was implying that he was bridging a gap between us. that's because sumbdy owns his heart now... i came to realize that he was really someone so special to me and i sumhow regret walking out of his life. but i knew that this shud and must happen. i prayed for his happiness and i want him to stray with it. with sum1 hul luv him 4ever... :(